There is no hope???

su�i�cide �� (s-sd) �NOUN:

1. The act or an instance of intentionally killing oneself.
2. The destruction or ruin of one's own interests: It is professional suicide to involve oneself in illegal practices.

Being in a state of choices are part of us being a human. Choose to breath, to live are life to the fullest, to enjoy every moment in the days of our lives.

It is so hard to think that there are people who wants to end up their own life. It felt so wrong for me to judge them. I'm not in the position at all. Having a decision to end up your life has many reasons why...a lot of reasons why. The roots are in the minds and hearts of individuals. if you strike so hard...BOOM! You'll never know what will happen.

I've heard a lot of cases of suicide: hung their selves, shut a gun in their head, drunk a poisonous chemical, drown their selves, jumped from a high-storey building and a lot more ways to end their lives.

In every cases there are also lots of reasons behind: Most especially family, broke up with a long-term relationship, belongingness to a group, and some are having an emotionally stress situation.

I, myself also a victim of suicide. In my poverty days, I'm having a condition of loneliness, sensitiveness, uneasiness, uncomfortable with the things I'm doing. So one night, I said to myself I'm so tired!!! I'm fed up with these kind of life! I wanna die! I looked around the house to see how will I end this life.

I get tired from crying and sooner and later...I've fallen to sleep.

In the next morning, I had a chance to talk to my mom. Talk about life. I adore her so much that despite of difficulties in life, she always see a light through it. She always had a resolution. She has a strong power of FAITH.

From then on, I've realized how beautiful life is. I've realized that if I end up my life...My family and friends will cry, will miss me, will never gonna see my smile again. I'm so selfish...And it hurts me too. So instead of ending my life, I seek for help to cope all my problems and my burdens.

***Suicide is not always killing your self...But I think it’s suicide not to live our life to the fullest of our abilities and potential — with love, passion, and vitality.
If you aren’t loving the life you live, you’re already dead.***